Suicide itself is not an unforgivable sin (Update)
People commit suicide every day, and they are passed over. They find themselves in the hands of holy ghosts that lead them to the Edge of Light House of Worship for counseling. After being there, many go on to the city of refuge (Numbers 35, Joshua 21) set up for them to help them get beyond the personal hate and or ill feelings they might have for themselves. Many of those who passed over due to sickness, accidents and violent acts wish that the number of their days in the fleshly realm was longer – life is precious so don’t give up so easily. Those who refuse counselling become converts. Vile criminals who kill themselves will be apprehended and imprisoned in the dark realm.
You can find spirit casts in every single picture taken in this realm because the two realms occupy the same space. The spirit realm is like a busy beehive with spirits that out number the visible realm’s occupants by a high ratio - - that is why the actual size of spirits is that of a honey bee. If you could drop the veil, you would see an almost seemingly endless number of spirits – both holy and converts, as well as angels from both sides of the spiritual conflict. Essentially, we live in a fish bowl. Much is always going on in the spirit realm. just here in Magog or planet Earth, and then you have the expanse where still more is going on. That includes Heaven and places you have yet to comprehend out in the expanse.
Suicide itself is not an unforgivable sin. The sin is in knowing better because of being enlightened and then trying to force our Creator into accepting the action you might have chosen. Not knowing better from instinct does not null out passing over. Many people kill themselves in drug induced states, or they are mentally depressed. Those people are given latitude. Even some people have been forgiven that ended their loved ones lives that were on life support, and then killed themselves because of the mercy action they took upon that loved one and found they could not live with those thoughts of having taken that action.. So everything is judged by many things, but being knowledgeable is the thing that will cause the loss of eternal life if you knowingly go against Mother’s Will.
With knowledge comes responsibility. That is why the Word says it’s better to have never known the truth than to come to know it and then turn your back on it. And that’s what happens when a person disregards our Creator’s Will for their own desires, no matter how good they might feel their intentions are. In essence you are taking things out of Her hands and handling your existence on your own terms.